GAAAAHHHH.......POR QUE!!!!!!!????

I really want to do point commissions but my art suck balls and my laptop(chromebook) suck balls as well......so my whole art life is nothing but a bunch of balls sucking _{(ok that sounded way much better in my head*slap*)} *sigh* imma go die in a hole now(mentally not physically) that's one of the reasons i've haven't post any drawings in the past.....year to be honest. MEEEHHHHHH i do want point's so i can get a commish for myself but dey too expensive.

I know i sound like i'm complaining and asking too much and i'm really sorry...... ;n; 

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